*thinks about responsibilities* *shrugs* *masturbates*
It is very hard to ever think of yourself as male, when everytime you look down, you see your hairless legs so femininely encased in sheer stockings, attached to a lacy garter belt, and the redundant remnants of your failed manhood locked away in perpetual impotence.
The word “sissy” just rolls around in your conscious and subconscious mind until it occupies every atom if your being. It is what you have become, always will be and were always destined to be.
It is a truth about yourself that is extremely difficult and devastating to accept, but at least, when you do, you can get in with life without trying to live up to the unachievable challenge of being a man.